Thursday, June 26, 2014

Missing You.


That's the problem with getting attached to someone who is leaving. A part of you just feels missing. And lost.

Missing so many people right now. All the emotions just come rushing in all at once and suddenly I'm longing for so many people to come back into my life. Thinking back to those days we spent together, the memories that remain in the corner of my mind, it was fun while it lasted. But reality strikes again, and we're separated.

Reminiscing about the past helps me to remember you, your faces, your smiles. I grasp tightly onto these precious memories, like trapping butterflies into glass jars, so that I can pull them out one by one, and play them in my mind like a video, so that the memories will not dwindle away as time passes.

So that I will remember you.

Even when I know that I should set these memories free and leave it all to fate to decide the future.

If we are destined to cross paths, I hope we will meet someday. I think of what I will do when I first meet you again, all the time. Would I recognize your face? Would I call out your name? Frankly, I don't know.

I guess in life, things never turn out the way we want them to. The unexpected happens and we deal with it instantly. That's what makes life so full of surprises. Though I would prefer, pleasant surprises.

I sincerely hope to meet these people again and bring them back into my life. Missing people is such a chore. It just makes one feel miserable and depressed.

"You can love someone so much, but you can never love people as much as you miss them."

Let's meet again in the days to come. I believe God will bring us together. I believe we will.

[just some late night thoughts, sorry for any incoherence or flaws. just had to put these emotions into words x]


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